In 2 days I will be 38 weeks pregnant. Where has the time gone?
Unlike my first pregnancy, this time the days and weeks just flew by. My older son kept me very busy, and the fact that I am still working also added to it.
At this point, I am not sure how I feel – excited for sure, but I also feel like I have a million more things to do before meeting the little guy. Although I really don’t. The last thing on my checklist is to pack our hospital bag, and since everything is already clean and picked out it should take me a whole 5 minutes to do it.
I don’t know. I think I am just anxious to leave my older son for a couple of days while I’ll be in the hospital. Of course he will come visit me and his baby brother, but we have never been apart. Never, since the day he was conceived. He is 15 months old and he has never spent the night away from me, and I want to say that 99.99% of the time I am the one who puts him to sleep at night. It’s kind of our thing. He will be fine while I’m in the hospital since my mom will be watching him at our place, but will I?
I’ll definitely be using those 2-3 days to bond with our little guy and soak in his awesome little person. Everything will be ok, but I know everything will be even better when all of us are home, and I am surrounded by my 3 boys – can’t forget about Daddy 🙂