A week ago I wrote a post about how my husband and I had made the decision to bring another addition to our little family, and so we had been working on Baby 2. As for everything in my life, I had a plan. I had a plan with a timeline and I had everything planned out… but I forgot to take into consideration that my cycle (sorry for the TMI) could be out of whack after getting off my birth control. Long story short: Baby 2 is on the way.
I was supposed to get my period, today (again, sorry for the TMI) – but nothing. I actually forgot that it was supposed to happen today, until for some reason a little voice in my head was like “hello… aren’t you forgetting anything?” I was taking a nap, half-dozing off next to my son when that thought popped into my head. I honestly have no idea what compelled me to take a pregnancy test. I was so confident about my dates and everything, and I was so sure that it was going to be negative. And yet, I walked right into the bathroom, and did my thing. I was kind of zoning out, answering a text message when the 2nd line started appearing. Oh gosh.
I freaked. I’m still freaking out. I’m so happy but I also have so many conflicting emotions, I don’t know what to do. I know that it is still very early, but man… wow! My husband has been at work this whole time, he finishes late. I texted him the big news and he is in the same state that I am in. I feel exactly the same way that I felt the first time around. I actually thought I would feel more ready, hah, silly me.
I believe that everything does happen for a reason, and if the universe sent us Baby 2 it’s because it was meant to be. Now. Yes, now. So here we go, let the adventure begin! 🙂